Powerhouse.

I haven't exactly been depressed or anything! My absence in this space was due to my hectic workshift :(

So, my holidays have started every since the clock struck 10 on Friday morning (10th June!) but I barely have the time to do the things I like thanks to my stupid 51hours-workweek.

Yes it was fucking insane! Well, it was suppose to be 42hours, which would've been okay but I switched my off day till this week and overworked myself.

Really regretting it now that there's only one week of holidays left, of course which most of my days are gna be dedicated to working again. Like d'ohhhhhh.

Really hate myself sometimes, its not like I am in desperate need of $$.

Not like my family will die of hunger if I don't work.

Not like my flat will be gone if I don't work.

Not like I won't have money to get on with life if I don't work.

Its not like I really give much damn about it anymore.

Its just so demanding, I'm tired.

But I did suspect if it was only cus I was spending so much time at work thats why Im tired. Maybe things will be a lot better when school reopens and I work less and balance work and studies?

Urghhhh, just really feel like lazing around at home right now. Don't feel like going to work or doing my project at all.

URGHHHHHH!

Angst aside, here are some pictures from when I went crubbing with some of my girls sometime ago.

Hahah pictures are not in order cus I stole them from Mich's fb. Album is privated due to some reason... so here's the only place you can view these!

It was the CCN day and we were just suppose to have a peaceful night out watching movie and ending it off with some drinks, but I was feeling upset and wanted to get high so we found ourselves at StJames.

We had vodka cranberry and stupid Kaya wanted beer. I was never a fan of beer, blehz they make me really bloated and they're bitter! But I got high pretty quickly cus she kept saying "CHUG CHUG CHUG"

Like wtf, act smart only, drink hard liquour alr chug beer, siao.

True enough I got high pretty quickly, but the highness went away pretty quickly too. By the time we left, I was already almost fully sober.

Wa see KY's neh neh so big here HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA!

Well, I'm actually pretty skeptical about entering clubs with a younger age group cus the previous time @ Attica, my drinks were all free. Well, someway or other, cousin buy, bartender give, people offer, I never lifted a finger to sign for it.

Of course it isn't so much about being cheapo and not being able to afford my own drinks. Sure I can, its just that I don't feel like it?

The two different places actually caters to different age group I guess. The former has more foreigners who are mostly older than me while the latter's crowd is pretty much my age.

Okay I'm starting to not get what I'm saying. Work tomorrow, shall just finish uploading my pictures and head to bed.

Sigh, I will give my resignation serious thoughts.